& Some may or may not understand what I mean when I speak this phrase.
God has put me on this Earth for a purpose BIGGER than what has surfaced. Every trial,tribulation, downfall & hardship has surely served a purpose.
See God made me this way. This gentle, loud but soft spoken being.
All of my bad ways have had value,even my wrongful demeanors.
NO, April is not perfect nor rich or the beautiest of them all.
But what I do have is GOD! He's all that I AM NOT! HE IS THE ALL & ALL.
& for some strange reason He loves ME & YOU; FLAWS & ALL
No matter how many times I slip, He'll never let me COMPLETELY fall.
So see that's why I have to change My Ways, My Attitude, & My Perception these days.
Because He shows me time & time again HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME.
But I still fail Him more than on occasion, it's multiple of times a day.
Rememeber NOBODY is PERFECT let me REITERATE that if I may?
So you won't keep thinking, "How Sway? How Sway?"
How in GOD's green Earth can you ignore the rumors & the lies.
Because if you know April Latrell...You know she's been dealing for quite awhile?
That's why I quickly tell them to CHECK MY RESUME!
Know Who You Are Talking About & To When You Address A QUEEN!
I am such a nice, sweet, young lady but I can be very mean.
& mean not in a sense that I have to fight physically or with my words.
See I know that God is up HIGH looking DOWN from ABOVE.
& like I've seen Him fight my battles before
I just know that there's something amazing for me in store.
Or else the enemy wouldn't hate me so BAD.
Using people whom You never would've knew,
Would turn around & stab you in the chest. They had NO remorse for you.
But GOD quickly reminds me of HIS stripes & how I AM HEALED!
& for some strange reason this morning, I prayed,
"GOD NOT MINES BUT YOUR WILL"
Let Your Will Be Done In My Life O, GOD
Help Someone By My Stripes To Be Healed
Help Them To Know & Trust Your Love Like I Had To Because It's Really A Big Deal
At This Point In My Life, Because I Honestly Can't Deal.
With Living Mediocre & Not Fulfilling My Full Potential Because I'm Something Like A Big Deal
But That's ONLY Because You Made Me This Way
It's Nothing I Say or Do
That's Why Everyday I Pray That You Help Me To Live Life The Way You Want Me Too
In Jesus' Name I Pray
AMEN
Hey Kings & Queens,
Your favorite is up on the scene I just wanted to come thru & encourage ANY & EVERYONE going thru a season of GREAT SEPARATION is what I call it. Right now, I am seriously on Cloud 7 just because I know that I'm EXACTLY where GOD would have me to be. Notice, I said WHERE GOD WOULD HAVE ME TO BE! NOT ME! NOT MY MAMA! NOT THE BOY THAT I LOVE! But I am where GOD wants me to be. He is shifting me. He is taking me higher, as well as deeper in the knowledge & the love of Him. He is revealing things to me daily. He literally woke me up at like 4:38 this morning to pray about the situations that would transpire today. God, LITERALLY loves ME that much as He does You. But let me tell you this, I had to pray & ask GOD to show me things, separate me from people & I've been praying for divine connections & disconnections for awhile now. For awhile, it didn't seem like anything was happeneing. But SUDDENLY, something happened! People whom I loved started defaming my name & my character. I have had people from different states come at me over social media. I have literally watched my circle of trust turn into a circle of enemies week after week after week. OH HOW SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD MAKE THIS STUFF UP! But I can't! (inserts sad emoji) I just can't! So if you know what I'm talking about just know that you are not the ONLY one going thru. GOD IS DEFINITELY UP TO SOMETHING. If only we would pay just a LITTLE more attention to the smaller things happening around us we would see! AM I MAD? NOPE not AT ALL. APPALLED most certainly. But at the same time, WE don't surprise me as much anymore. I totally know my own capabilities & I trust GOD enough to know that I can't put anything past anybody. What I can do tho is continue to move on with this style & GRACE that I've been bestowed with. I mean I just seriously can't entertain certain things because of THE QUEENSHIP.
I AM A QUEEN!
P.S. QUEENS -never- STEP OFF THEIR THRONE TO ADDRESS PEASANTS! N E V E R
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