Women of the World

Ooooooo Heyyyyyyyyyy Ya'll!!!!!! It has |LITERALLY| been forever! So before I go in...let me catch you guys up on ALL that's been going on. 

Sooooo where do I begin...FIRST of all... I am finally stationery & in a settled place in my life spiritually & physically where I feel like I can grow the most. I moved from NC in 2016 & relocated to VA where I lived for almost 2 years before moving back home. There were a lot of different factors that played in the decision of me coming back home but most importantly I feel God knew I needed to be where my HEART truly is #HOME #NC! 

Before the move I was really losing IT! It being ME. It being MY MIND. IT being EVERYTHING ! I was losing it. I was literally watching myself drown in heartache & pain. & I was changing right before my very eyes. That is something that I NEVER imagined would happen to ME. I had been thru many things but nothing made me change more than the process of me losing myself & becoming someone I know that I wasn't destined to be. Honestly, that pain & that season in my life was probably harder than going thru the physical abuse that I dealt with in my previous relationships or dealing with rejection or mommy/daddy issues.

Babyyy, let me tell YOU tho.. " What doesn't kill you ONLY makes you stronger! " I am so not even mad at everything that I went thru because honeyyyy... when I tell you the process is in the process of birthing a QUEEN & creating a jewel so rare & unseen that I literally can NOT be mad at the process or at life's chains of events. GOD absolutely positively be knowing. & truly EVERYTHING that has tried to break me has only fueled this fire inside. The devil probably really should've killed me when he had the chance because every time I fall down & get back up & go EVEN HARDER. 

" I was gone for a minute but I'm back with the jump off " -Kim Jones

On those days that your COMFORT ZONE calls & you ignore the call.
When honestly that is where you would much rather be.
You decline COMFORT'S invitation because DESTINY has been on Your other line for quite some time. & You've been neglecting her all the while except for NOW & when Your COMFORT ZONE is whispering sweet nothings in Your ear
Telling You to come be with him where there's no fear because You're FAMILIAR with him
that's second nature to Your body. 
Forget that DESTINY was calling. 
But when DESTINY quickly rises up & takes a STAND
& TELLS COMFORT TO GET GONE & TO LOOSE IT'S HANDS. DESTINY SAT ME DOWN & SPOKE TO ME & SAID, "I AM GOING TO ENJOY THIS PROCESS!" 

- excerpt from Heart of Latrell *coming soon*